"It's really hard to let go of someone you love, but there are times that you have to let go.. Not because you want it that way, its because its more painful to hang on and wait for nothing....."
Quote from Suki Loh. Credit to her for having such a good quote.
Monday, September 21, 2009
Moving on with life without this 'person'
It was just 3 minutes ago, at 7.03 pm on Sept 21st 2009, that I promised Karen I will keep my word to erase that 'person' from my mind and life totally.
I've given her my word to let go and move on. I've given her my pledge that I would not do anything else unless it was from that 'person' instead. I understand why Karen is so protective over that 'person' and I respect that. Given that she was conveying the message as per what that 'person' would have thought.
She wants me to open up and meet new people, find a new life and try new things. Sigh~ Karen Jie, it's not that easy as you think or say. Well, at least you have Vilson back and I'm happy that you do now.
I removed myself of everything that relates to that 'person' so that there's a space of privacy and respect. I cannot miss this 'person' anymore or neither can I even think or say/mention anything anymore.
What should I do on my spare time now? I can't even improve anything anymore. But my determination to enhance myself in terms of character, personality, behavior, manners, habits etc will continue.
I do hope I have support to strive on without this 'person'. God Bless You. Take care...
I've given her my word to let go and move on. I've given her my pledge that I would not do anything else unless it was from that 'person' instead. I understand why Karen is so protective over that 'person' and I respect that. Given that she was conveying the message as per what that 'person' would have thought.
She wants me to open up and meet new people, find a new life and try new things. Sigh~ Karen Jie, it's not that easy as you think or say. Well, at least you have Vilson back and I'm happy that you do now.
I removed myself of everything that relates to that 'person' so that there's a space of privacy and respect. I cannot miss this 'person' anymore or neither can I even think or say/mention anything anymore.
What should I do on my spare time now? I can't even improve anything anymore. But my determination to enhance myself in terms of character, personality, behavior, manners, habits etc will continue.
I do hope I have support to strive on without this 'person'. God Bless You. Take care...
Happy Birthday to Catherine Wong Kai Ling & Shelley Leong
Catherine is a rather old friend of mine. Should say we knew each other for almost 10 years by now. From Sibu to Australia and then KL to Citibank and then back to Sibu. What a circle. Haven't have much time to see her or talk to her but since I remembered that it's her birthday, so... HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Grown up already eh? From Secondary 3 till now... I've seen you grown. Wonder how, Peggy and Alex and all those others... Hmm...
Anyway, next on the list is Shelley. The singing sensation and dazzling 'All Dat Jazz' girl... Her debut album 'Storyteller' was so great, it really had me playing it a couple of times in the past.
Anyway, next on the list is Shelley. The singing sensation and dazzling 'All Dat Jazz' girl... Her debut album 'Storyteller' was so great, it really had me playing it a couple of times in the past.
Shelley & I back in the days (if not mistaken was 2005)
Oh well, those were the days... I remembered seeing Shelley for the first time in Le Bernadine... A fine lovely french restaurant and I was in a cast. Oh yeah, right after the Tsunami disaster that hit us very badly... Ah, sad... but then I was happy as well after the fact that I got loads of memories and good times with Az Samad & Shelley.
Oh, Az and Shelley even bought me a lovely travelling dialogue/diary. I still kept it till today and had them to thank and remember for...
Moving on... I saw just replying some comments on Adibah Noor's blog. She had a dilemma. I understand her situation too... Fans who goes CLICK, CLICK, FLASH, FLASH giving her a hard time trying to be a plain Jane. That's right... us Celebrities are humans too... She needs to drive and eat like any other human on the road and have a life too...
She wrote about her driving and how some people would honk and her and scare her out of her wits and expects her to wave back. She's a versatile driver... so, be gentle with her. Some of the conditions are right too... your windows are too tinted that she don't know who is behind the wheel and practically inside...
Fans, please also understand... as per what Kak Adibah said is right... she needs to eat too.. just when she's about to put the spoon into the mouth, please let her have her decent meal and not intrude her for a photo op. She don't mind, if it's after her meal and coffee etc... but hey, come on... she needs privacy too...
We've been fanatic before and we also know how it's like when our favorite artistes are in town and runs away after a mob flocks them... This is why I respect all of my Idols and those celebs that I worked with or know them. They need the space. DO it when we've time or space and the right gap is when we don't mind.
Last but not least... I'm very much in a dilemma on how I can fix some of my problems... It's gonna be hard to work on the friendship but it's something I must do and put full effort in it. Oh, and thanks Karen... for "everything".
Selamat Hari Raya to all the Muslims & Happy Holidays
Dear Friends, Clients, Contractors, Suppliers, Vendors, Associates & ANYONE that I've left out,
It's a good time of the year that we have to learn from them about their practice in fasting, patience, being pure, self-discipline and all that. The payoff is just great. They're enjoying a good time of visiting, sharing their love and care, good food (not to mention those lovely cakes and all, at their open house) and most importantly, leaving those right and wrongs aside. That's why they always have the words "Maaf Zahir dan Batin". I may not be the best person to interpret it but I know there's a few elements in it that one must remember: Forgive, Forget & Let bygones be bygones. It's a New Year for them and all sins or debts are cleared or renewed, perhaps.
This brings me to being so relieved to hear that Karen and Vilson have managed to settle their issues and they're getting back together. I'm so glad for them.
Well, it's the 2nd day of Raya and it's time to get extra rest as well as do some visiting. Yay! Yummy tummy...
Few hours ago, I was twittering with Demi Lovato & Selena Gomez... Guess what? Demi is so hungry, she can't get out of bed. She was looking for someone to send her food to her bed. Geez.... Then there was the talk about Martians and Aliens... "K so if Lil Wayne and Karl Lagerfeld are both aliens.... I wanna be one too.... Hahaha" <---- that's what Demi said... then, "We are not the same I am a martian..." - Lil Wayne. "I'm very down to Earth, I'm just not from this Earth." - Karl Lagerfeld.
Selena? Oh, she's having onion rings for breakfast. She says its good for the voice. She's really excited and nervous about her album thingy. Good for her. I'm giving her my best support. "Getting really nervous this is a big couple of weeks coming up...... First Live show Saturday 26th, album comes out next Tuesday September 29th, and then performing on Dancing with the Stars that same night, then the record release party that night as well!!!!!!!! I really hope you guys enjoy this album it was made with all of you in mind!!!!!!" - Selena Gomez.
Ok, moving on... I'm gonna be working on the Video Montage of the Broga Hills Adventure later to see if I could enhance it better. There's no lyrics to "Desert Rose" yet but the music composition is there about. Oh, I'm quite motivated by someone but too bad, she's not bothered. Sigh~! If only I could get some progress moving.
Anyway, I'll blab more after lunch and all... Later Dayz... :)
It's a good time of the year that we have to learn from them about their practice in fasting, patience, being pure, self-discipline and all that. The payoff is just great. They're enjoying a good time of visiting, sharing their love and care, good food (not to mention those lovely cakes and all, at their open house) and most importantly, leaving those right and wrongs aside. That's why they always have the words "Maaf Zahir dan Batin". I may not be the best person to interpret it but I know there's a few elements in it that one must remember: Forgive, Forget & Let bygones be bygones. It's a New Year for them and all sins or debts are cleared or renewed, perhaps.
This brings me to being so relieved to hear that Karen and Vilson have managed to settle their issues and they're getting back together. I'm so glad for them.
Well, it's the 2nd day of Raya and it's time to get extra rest as well as do some visiting. Yay! Yummy tummy...
Few hours ago, I was twittering with Demi Lovato & Selena Gomez... Guess what? Demi is so hungry, she can't get out of bed. She was looking for someone to send her food to her bed. Geez.... Then there was the talk about Martians and Aliens... "K so if Lil Wayne and Karl Lagerfeld are both aliens.... I wanna be one too.... Hahaha" <---- that's what Demi said... then, "We are not the same I am a martian..." - Lil Wayne. "I'm very down to Earth, I'm just not from this Earth." - Karl Lagerfeld.
Selena? Oh, she's having onion rings for breakfast. She says its good for the voice. She's really excited and nervous about her album thingy. Good for her. I'm giving her my best support. "Getting really nervous this is a big couple of weeks coming up...... First Live show Saturday 26th, album comes out next Tuesday September 29th, and then performing on Dancing with the Stars that same night, then the record release party that night as well!!!!!!!! I really hope you guys enjoy this album it was made with all of you in mind!!!!!!" - Selena Gomez.
Ok, moving on... I'm gonna be working on the Video Montage of the Broga Hills Adventure later to see if I could enhance it better. There's no lyrics to "Desert Rose" yet but the music composition is there about. Oh, I'm quite motivated by someone but too bad, she's not bothered. Sigh~! If only I could get some progress moving.
Anyway, I'll blab more after lunch and all... Later Dayz... :)
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