I've tried not to write or say about it but I just couldn't bear to store everything inside anymore. I was such a fool. How could I have done such a mistake and only to regret it now. You were so right with such a good heart. I tore it without even noticing or realizing it hurt you too badly. Now is the time to suffer the consequences. The string of bad luck had hit me rock bottom. Everything coming at one go. My deepest darkest days had all come together and destroy me.
I've not being able to eat nor sleep for the 3rd day now. I'd wish I could turn back time and make things right.
I had foolishly fallen too deep again without knowing it. From your perseverance, it looks like there is no hope left. All is lost, all is gone. I can only walk alone now. I love you.
