The Healing Hands

It's been a long week of emotional roller-coaster. Trying to keep sanity wasn't that easy. Many has tried to cheer me up and gave me lots of moral support and I really do appreciate it. Sad to say, my comrade Jack Lim also has suffered the similar fate. The factor of finance was the result to that. Maybe it's our fate (Yeah, else there wouldn't had been the famous Jack, BC & Sons Ltd). Because our good brother Hans is persevering from the Ups and Downs too.

I'd like to thank Shuet Yee for being there through thick and thin. Your time is very much appreciated. Then there's also a special gratitude to my most trusted and supportive "ear". Though you don't say much. But your "single" words are wisdom which are very strong and when you say you understand how I felt, I know you really do. Deep down inside, you care more than you show. You've done the most that you would have.

I received a phone call pertaining to my current situation and was asked if I got my answer and if I'm fit to be unsuspended. I had no good news to them and I led them to disappointment. I've yet to speak to her. She isn't prepared to talk to me yet. But the burning pain got to me because knowing you're getting migraine is very hurtful to me. I know it has always been like that for you for a lifetime. I so wished I could be there at that point in time to help you massage lightly on your head just to relief the neuro-pressure. Comforting as it should be, I know it should had been my duty if it wasn't for my foolish mistake. How could I not be there for you, when you are sick? How could I not nurse you to good health and recover? If only I could... I felt so chained and trapped here within these 4 walls. I was in the verge of breaking down the walls just to get to you and take good care of you. But, alas, I cannot do what I am forbidden to do. I don't think anyone would understand how I felt and wished I could appear right before her. I wished for me to provide... "The Healing Hands"

Please take care of yourself. Please know that though I am far away now. My heart will always be next to you. Love always. Sincerely.