Kiss Goodbye (Lyrics)

Can somebody tell me where 
I might feel like myself again 
And how long will it be 
'Til I can face this reality 
My friends are calling 
But I can't get out of bed 
Because I'm so afraid 
That the tears will start to fall again 

So what can I say 
Girl what can I do 
Baby can't you see that I'm missing you 
There's no where to run 
There's no where to hide 
And you know it's tearing me up inside 
Everytime we were together 
And I feel loving arms around me 
But that we would last forever 
But I'm alone tonight 

And I beggin you please, give it one more try 
You know we were so good together 
Girl I need a kiss 
Not a kiss goodbye 
A memory, now and 'til forever 

Like a sad movie on a screen 
Our story has no happy ending 
Now my world is cold like fallen snow 
A cold lonely wind blows 
We kissed goodbye on a lonely street 
And then you walked away from me 
Now my heart, it waits, to accept sorrow 

Tell me how to make you see 
What I'm feeling in my heart 
'cause I'm hanging on memories 
And try not to fall apart 
It's like I'm drifting 
Like a kite with a broken string 
I keep holding on 
But girl I really need you here with me 

So what can I say 
Girl what can I do 
Baby can't you see that I'm missing you 
There's no where to run 
There's no where to hide 
And you know it's tearing me up inside 
Everytime we were together 
And I feel loving arms around me 
But that we would last forever 
But I'm alone tonight 

And I beggin you please, give it one more try 
You know we were so good together 
Girl I need a kiss 
Not a kiss goodbye 
A memory, now and 'til forever, yeah 

I'm beggin you please, give us one more try 
You know we were so good together 
Girl I need a kiss 
Not a kiss goodbye 
A memory, now and 'til forever

The Healing Hands

It's been a long week of emotional roller-coaster. Trying to keep sanity wasn't that easy. Many has tried to cheer me up and gave me lots of moral support and I really do appreciate it. Sad to say, my comrade Jack Lim also has suffered the similar fate. The factor of finance was the result to that. Maybe it's our fate (Yeah, else there wouldn't had been the famous Jack, BC & Sons Ltd). Because our good brother Hans is persevering from the Ups and Downs too.

I'd like to thank Shuet Yee for being there through thick and thin. Your time is very much appreciated. Then there's also a special gratitude to my most trusted and supportive "ear". Though you don't say much. But your "single" words are wisdom which are very strong and when you say you understand how I felt, I know you really do. Deep down inside, you care more than you show. You've done the most that you would have.

I received a phone call pertaining to my current situation and was asked if I got my answer and if I'm fit to be unsuspended. I had no good news to them and I led them to disappointment. I've yet to speak to her. She isn't prepared to talk to me yet. But the burning pain got to me because knowing you're getting migraine is very hurtful to me. I know it has always been like that for you for a lifetime. I so wished I could be there at that point in time to help you massage lightly on your head just to relief the neuro-pressure. Comforting as it should be, I know it should had been my duty if it wasn't for my foolish mistake. How could I not be there for you, when you are sick? How could I not nurse you to good health and recover? If only I could... I felt so chained and trapped here within these 4 walls. I was in the verge of breaking down the walls just to get to you and take good care of you. But, alas, I cannot do what I am forbidden to do. I don't think anyone would understand how I felt and wished I could appear right before her. I wished for me to provide... "The Healing Hands"

Please take care of yourself. Please know that though I am far away now. My heart will always be next to you. Love always. Sincerely.